Don't wanna grow up...
I'm already 19 this year... wow.. i mean, i just didn't think that i'd be 19 this fast. Well my 19th birthday only starts in november, but, wow... i'm getting old..You know how everyone, during their teenage years, always aim to get to 18 years old really quickly? Coz when you're 18 you'd go for clubbing and drinking without any worries..(those were just 2 of the things i used to always aim for last time.. =p)
But when you pass 18, then you'll be 19.. and to me.. 19 years old seems so... old..( no offense to anyone, that's just the way i feel) I just kinda figured that out when i was bathing just now...
Usually i don't really think about all these stuff but somehow i think it's already time for me to be more mature... the way i'm behaving now, really, i also realized, is like how a 15/16 year old would be.. But i like being a kid, i just don't wanna grow up.
Me and bro in cambodia... (I just don't wanna grow up!!!)
When you're an adult, you have so many things to do and to think about.. like what college is making us do right now..
Never ending assignments.. gosh, i hate assigns. I mean when you're a kid, you just do whatever you want, play your heart out.. go for activities, camps, and all the other fun and crazy stuff you can do, and don't really have to bother about your future because you're still young.. still a kid.
I just don't want my friends to look down on me coz i'm always the crazy and childish one.. but, at the same time i like being crazy and childish...Gahhh!! man i hate thinking.. makes me all stressed out .. see? i'm already being a kid right now.. (I really need to read more emo books.. hehe)
"sigh" How i wish i would never grow up..
But yet again, it will never ever happen, because, i'm already 19.
posted by Wee Wee @ 8:27 AM
4 Comments:
omg dude, you look so damned retarded!
dude it's called being... err.. freeee!! muahahah!!
you try to find a way to get to Peter Pan's Neverland la.
but seriously, don't go worry about things like that la. I mean being an adult does not necessarily mean that you have to worry your butt off. Being an adult means you know when to be serious and when not to. That's maturity. knowing when to do what and what to do and what not to do without anyone telling you to do so.
adults oso need their LA LA land sometimes brader....wat's wrong with being childlish??i'm also a childlish person wut...but not like a REAL 10 year old kid lah...once in a while is ok..just balance out childlish and seriousness...that should solve ur problem...BUT don't be SO serious till you scared ppl away..
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